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My Last Blog Entry Until August 4th

Posted by KingKrystal in KingKrystal's Daily Blog, 23 July 2014 - - - - - - · 10 views

Well, i finished Mirai Nikki. The outcome of the Main Character disappointed me. I really got nothing to say. Except, i miss my sweetie. I hope to see him sometime soon. I guess my heart aches a bit. I dont just wanna text him. I wanna hear him. I wanna touch him. I wanna hold him.… Well, have a great day guys.

Im going on a long trip, so I most likely wont have time for this.

Dreams

Posted by WinterRoseStone in WinterRoseStone's Blog, 23 July 2014 - - - - - - · 17 views

Sleep is something I enjoy. I escape to a world that isn't mine, yet I created it. I live in a place I know nothing about, yet everything is so familiar. It's nice to be in a dream. It's always so peaceful for me. It's a nice escape from the world. It's a world that's all mine. A world I created, and A world I can destroy, if I so desire. My dreams are my life outside of the world, outside of existence. A place where I can be truly free. Although, it gets scary, sometimes, all alone in this deep, deep sleep.

Missing You More Than I Should..

Posted by +MissMisa+ in ☠I'maBanana☠'s Blog, 21 July 2014 - - - - - - · 32 views

so not too long ago, my best friend ditched me for random dude she met on FB ... and before all that, all i got was mad at her for even talking to him because being the friend i am, i was worried for her safety and i wanted her to not even so much as be his friend on there...she didn't know him...
so then, as time went on, me and her's arguments grew longer and more harsh. We became more bitter towards one-another, and eventually, it got to the point where i just didn't want anything to do with her.
i ended up breaking them up.
how?
i don't remember, honestly.
i think she broke up with him because she wanted me happy...
but
i wanted HER happy... i always have...
now keep in mind. this guy lives in a totally different state.
she lives in MY state.
time went on, and i begged her to get back with him because she was only truly happy when she spoke to him...
so, they got back together and before i knew it, everything between us went downhill... she started being distant... she deleted me on FB so that if i saw her online and i'd messaged her, i wouldn't freak out and blow her shlit up if she wouldn't answer. (which she ALWAYS would no matter what. even if i was going through something, like always. then he came along...)
i asked her to add me back.
she didn't...
time went on and one day her bf was on her account
(they gave each other the log ins to each others accounts to prove they can trust one-another..)
and she was dying her hair and left her tablet unattended..
her bf decided to tell me that i was being a horrible friend..that he was a better bf than i was a best friend..
she came back a few minutes later, and i asked her if she read ANYTHING he had said to me.
she said yes. and that it made her giggle...
that was the end of everything..
i flipped shlit and told her that i was ALWAYS there for her through EVERYTHING. no matter what. i had helped her through tough nights when she was holding a razor blade to her wrists or thighs.. and she just....let everything go down the drain.. she ended up blocking all of my FB accounts. (i used to RP a lot so i had various accounts pertaining to my characters) and i haven't heard from her since that day.... then she texted me with a photo of her daughter wearing My Little Pony pj's and said "i know we don't talk anymore, but i thought you might like these" (i LOVE MLP XD) i never replied...
my fiance says that if her and her bf break up, then i can try and talk to her again... but i have to wait until she comes to me...
see, the thing is, she's only with him, i think, so that she isn't alone...
just yesterday i saw her for the first time since we split apart.
i hadn't made any eye contact with her that day..
but i know her well enough that i could feel her vibe from 2 feet away... she's hurting... and i can't help her... she's alone even when he's right next to her...
he lives here now... with her...
someone who she doesn't even know... and it scares me...but i can't help... she won't listen to me anyway...
me and her were inseparable... best friends till the end... guess that changed in the blink of an eye, huh... i guess I'm just venting here.. i'm not asking for advice... i just... need to let this out. it hurts.. it really does... but she doesn't know...maybe one day our paths will cross again...as if things will ever be the same...

death note

Posted by Vegetaria in Vegetaria's poems, 20 July 2014 - - - - - - · 34 views

A line to depict some characters
crouch on a chair second guessing
Justice in the wrong
young with a deep love and with deep hatred
A mirror of the master yet the one to finish the task
Competitive till the end, choclate!!!!!
Young impressionable and strong despite the hardships
Fighting till death did him part
How interesting, what a … juicy apple



Please leave in the comments who you think each line is before you read the answer list and feel free to disagree with me

Lawliet
Light
Misa
Near
Mello(obviously,choclate)
Matsuda
Mr. Yagami
Ryuk(obviously, Apple's)

Poem: "Rest in peace"

Posted by Kyono in Kyono no kotoba! \(^w^)/, 19 July 2014 - - - - - - · 33 views

To those who have fallen
By nature, illness or crime
I wish you all
a happy afterlife
May you all
Life happily in heaven
Never let love die
Even in hell
For the sins you've commited
Remember to
Never forget love
For love
Will allow us all
To Rest In Peace


Yew like? e-e
My random poem making!

Lulz Sec. Vs Cia

Posted by TrollerLexi123 in ANIME BANANAS, 18 July 2014 - - - - - - · 37 views
LulzSec

Does Anybody Know http://www.lulsec.com beacuse it was seized by the C.I.A

How many types of cheap mermaid wedding dresses

Posted by lonely in lonely's Blog, 18 July 2014 - - - - - - · 29 views

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Thinking

Posted by Michale Jadkons in Poetry, 18 July 2014 - - - - - - · 33 views

I wish I was thinking of something beautiful
Something of wild importance
But the only truth is
That I'm debating the life of a worthless young girl
Someone whose life has no importance
Or weight in any real place
A life that would not be missed
Or one that would soon be forgotten
A life that still wished
If she really did go
That she would be remembered fondly

Eating Disorder?

Posted by MADDYTURTLE in MADDYTURTLE's Blog, 18 July 2014 - - - - - - · 35 views

It might be stupid and I might get made fun of but I feel like this is a safe place to share so if you're going to be a d*ck and act like what I'm asking is obvious STOP READING AND DON'T COMMENT! Because I'm writing this for a reason.And if you're a decent human being you know I'm just asking for a answer.


So lately my mother had pointed out to me that i haven't been eating alot,i didn't realize it until she had said something but she is right I haven't.I'm not not eating on purpose I just forget and won't even eat all day except a small dinner.I'm not doing this on purpose I'm completely fine with my physical appearance I don't think I'm fat and I don't think I'm a twig.


I sometimes will be laying or sitting still and I will get dizzy,I also get dizzy when I stand up sometimes.I try and force myself to have a snack but when I try I feel like I'm going to throw up so I just won't eat because I'm scared to throw up. When I'm hungry ill eat but that's rare,I'm starting to scare myself because of this I honestly don't know what to do.


If I was unhappy with my physical appearance I would do something like work out and watch what I eat like I have in the past to loose some weight,but I don't hate my physical appearance.I think this started after school got out no one's there to tell me it's time to eat breakfast,lunch,dinner.I'm not saying I need to be babysat but no one is there to keep me in check but myself.My mom works all day and I stay in my room all day so she never knows when I eat.


I truly and starting to scare myself and again I don't know what to do and if you say "just eat!" I can't its hard.I don't enjoy forcing myself to eat and it's bad I have to sometimes.All im asking is Do i need to get help? Is anyone else going through this? Should I see a doctor? WHAT THE HELL DO I DO!?

Its bad enough I get called "Emo Satan worshipper Cutter" I don't need anorexic added to the list.


So yea I would like your opinion and this is my first blog I know it must suck but I had to try.

And I have nothing against people who worship satan I just don't appreciate being call that when I'm not,I don't really like the word "emo" and as for cutting I have and ill talk about that about time.

So yea thanks for reading! :D



Disorders?

Posted by pippalynne in Slightly Intimidating..., 17 July 2014 - - - - - - · 33 views

Hey guys:p

its currently 12:18, and I just had my second anxiety attack. Ive had GAD for a while, but nothing serious, or ever worth mentioning. But what just happened was terrifying.

I was just walking down the stairs and I just got really scared and started breathing really fast. I ran back up to my room, sat down and tried to calm myself down. Im better now, but damn.

the first time this happened was way worse.

I woke up the other morning, scared out of my mind. It was only 6 am, and I normally sleep till noon. I kept telling myself to stop freaking out and go back to sleep, but that made it worse. Then there were these noises on the part of the roof next to my window that sounded like metal being drug across the shiddles, and I ran downstairs and just sat in the living room crying and breathing too fast. I just couldnt shake that fear.

im going home in a couple weeks to start school. Should I see a doctor when I get there? Or is this normal?

im still really nervous and jumpy.

Choose what you want.

Posted by demoninsideusall in demoninsideusall's Blog, 16 July 2014 - - - - - - · 43 views

I am going on 15 years old and I'm friends with people who range from 14-20. Recently a guy, lets call him Z, moved in about a month or so ago. I started hanging out with some friends and I was introduced to him. We started talking and one thing led to another and we have this "fling" going on. Mind you, I'm only 14, almost 15. He's 20, almost 21. I really like him and despite him constantly reminding me that he likes me and wants me but is afraid of getting caught, he still kisses me and holds me. I enjoy it, a lot. I have smoked weed with him about twice and he's offered me alcohol which I have denied. Lately he has been ignoring me for almost three days and talking to another female and he's been acting like he likes her even though he denied liking her when I asked him one night when I was high and him and some other friends including me broke into the pool in our apartment complex and went swimming. Now he's constantly hanging with her and it seems like he likes her and I just don't know what to do. He says he likes me but isn't showing it like he used to. He won't even respond to my text messages. He's talking to my friends but not me and it's aggravating me terribly. I just don't know what to do. Ugh.

Not sure what to call this

Posted by Leben.the.light. in Illusions or Illustrations?, 15 July 2014 - - - - - - · 47 views

I was on quotev and I saw a post that said: "

I wish i could tell my future self that love doesn't exist so at least they would know that it's not such a huge disappointment

and I couldn't help but reply with

Okay look, I know you don't know me at all and it's easy to sit behind a computer and say anything I want but Love is a very complex emotion. And although right now it hurts and you feel as though you can never feel that way again it is no reason to feel bad for yourself. I've learned that feeling bad for yourself does nothing. It hurts. It will continue to hurt. But the least we can do is smile at the bastards who made us feel like this. The least we can do is laugh in their face when we come out on the top and we triumph depression. The least we can do... is be our own inspiration, our own heroes and our own everything. Even if we mean nothing to this Earth we mean the world to someone out there and I know this for a fact. We have to keep our heads up and smile to show the world that yes it hurts, yes it will continue to hurt, but I won't let it consume me because I am strong and I have myself on my side.



Reflection Time

Posted by EFlo141 in My Life's Own Blogs, 14 July 2014 - - - - - - · 30 views

So Im in my dorm room watching some Robot Chicken and thought to myself: "Wow, its only so many days left 'till this deployment is finally over." Looking back on everything, this was my first deployment and its also my last. I mean, its not supposed to be perfect or enjoyable all the time; but it was definately an adventure that I would not ever forget. I mean there are some memories that I wish I could forget and others that I would keep locked up in my mind for as long as possible. I wish some of the bad memories would go away, but I know its not possible; as bad as it is they are my memories. Whether it makes me stronger, Im not too sure, but I feel stronger..as if im capable of overcoming the greatest of challenges in life because of that. Serving in places few people would even voluntarily dare to go, being there as history happens. I mean I was in Afghanistan as they FINALLY started to wind things down and send troops home from there...I was there and I will be able to tell my kids and grandkids that I was there. I am proud to have been part of this deployment. It wasnt the most glamorous and the things that happened back home didnt make me feel any better, but I am a better person because of that. Its made me wiser, more mature and alot more aware of the world and its expectations. Anyways, gotta get some rest for work tomorrow. This is EFlo141 signing off!


- Danny F

The House

Posted by Michale Jadkons in Bad Dreams, 13 July 2014 - - - - - - · 63 views

So I was walking outside at night, and this guy with a mask on came up behind me and covered my mouth and eyes then dumped me in his car. I was in his house with 6 other girls, none of them really talked much. I texted my friend Zach that I had been kidnapped, and got no response. The man took one of the girls in a room and I think he raped her. I tried to escape, but I was caught and he hit me hard. After I had been there a week, I tried to get my location and text it to my mom so she could rescue me, but he caught me with my phone and threw it away. I found out he had herpes and I got extremely scared of contracting it so I screamed any time I saw him. I later saw that he had a daughter, whom he had also raped, and she liked me so I took care of her to avoid him. Some of the other girls were talking about escaping at Christmas, and I screamed because I couldn't stand the thought of six months in the house. Then, I woke up.

Trouble

Posted by Nayru in Nayru's Blog, 10 July 2014 - - - - - - · 46 views

In times of trouble, when it seems as though I am the only person left who cares
When it seems that I might be alone in this world that’s full of strangers
I look around to see only the toils and the snares.

Some might say that the loneliness will help a person grow,
That the pain you feel will only make the good times better.
But what about those of us who find ourselves to be below the status quo?

Why is it that the rich and fit are the ones considered ordinary?
Why is it that people who don’t fit into this “norm”
Are considered outcasts instead of extraordinary?

This country, founded on equality puts all of us on different planes.
My differences are considered a nuisance that no one can quite fix.
The one who has the money and the looks is the only one who gains.

kind

Posted by rose in whisper, 10 July 2014 - - - - - - · 32 views

were all diein

some ani't even trying

some try to force it

other explore it

no such ting as happy begining

any tearless night

ever any fights

broken branches

one by one

no one every said the sky won't dark

or that life won't be loud

sorry that i can't everything you think you see

yet it more then meets the eye

and we should all know

that



Ireallydontknow

Posted by A PurgatoryInmate in This is my new poetry place, 06 July 2014 - - - - - - · 40 views
poems, stuff, Songs

I curse at you angels above for your wings belong to her now. I will heavy your hearts, your so very righteous hearts and bring you down to the world your God has created. Your eyes will bleed with the works of your own art. You'll see what the faceless Lord has crafted with the help of your hands, you'll see a polluted world so dark And That's not the worst part, the real angels who walk the earth are the ones who suffer this pollution. I will desecrate your world has you have ours. I will not praise you, i will not worship you, i will stand up and fight. You are the cause for all this wrong, your followers don't realize their devotion, their hope is put in the wrong being. Well I'm seeing...I'm seeing this for what it truly is.

Why do bad things happen to me

Posted by lemons in lemons' Blog, 06 July 2014 - - - - - - · 39 views

Well recently a whole bunch of horrible things have happened to me. And im just here like why me?
Look i'll give you an example but im gonna change the names. So about a month ago some idk mean, bad people took my fosterbrother that we were gonna adopt. Let's say his name was Zac. But this couldn't just happen once cuz about four months before that the same fudgging people took my foster sister and lets say her name was Karen. Wich has left me in this kind of depresion cuz i was really atached to both of them....so yea. Anyway yup what do yall think? :words: I really need a hug :hug: :shakefist:

A Story From The Perspective Of An Ant

Posted by Al Toyota Jadkons in Savannah's Random Mind sh*ts, 05 July 2014 - - - - - - · 55 views

Oh you motherf*cker
Jim
Jim get the f*ck over here
Have you f*cking seen
This motherf*cking sandwich
Jesus christ
This is
Wow
I can't even think of any f*cking words
For this f*cking sandwich
Jim
Go get Bob
He has to see this motherf*cking sh*t
Oh
Oh
Oh no
Ohhhh nnoo
sh*t



R.I.P. Steve the ant

???? - Banana Pudding

Alone and Insane~another song

Posted by lexibiersack124 in lexibiersack124's Blog, 03 July 2014 - - - - - - · 26 views
music

Alone and Insane

Why be alone
When you could be with me
Why stay away
When I’m crazy in love with you

Why would you leave
When I need you to stay
You want someone
But they can’t be crazy

Come here and
Be insane with me
Be with me
Alone and Insane

You left me
Alone and insane
Ive gone crazy
Just thinking of your name

Come back
Let’s be and be alone and insane
together



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